Happy Birthday Tweety

4th August last year I lost a very nice friend of mine Tweety. I could see something coming but never thought of it to be so bad. I tried making things better but I never got a last chance. I wanted to go and meet her on friendship day with the greeting card I made my self for her, but just a day before then that she decided to end our friendship.

May be things would have been very different if I would have been able to tell her, all that matter is a good friend like you and for any reason I don’t want to loose her. I remember my childhood when I always used to argue with my parents about destiny and fortune, but with time I have learned that there are things which you have to just let go and do nothing about it while just looking at them passing by hoping things to get better.

I truly feel the sense of happiness and joy when ever I try to recall the moments of immense and true friendship spent with her. I do remember sitting by the stairs in balcony when electricity would go away, talking, sharing our experiences, moments of joy and sorrow. After all that is what friendship is all about. May be it was foolish of me to want more out of our friendship, I guess that was because I never had such a nice friend ever before.

I really don’t know if it was hard just for me or if it was even more harder for her to go across all this because I don’t know color of "The grass on other side". Now all I have out of our lost friendship is memories and at times they make me feel happy but sad as well. Life is about moving on and I have learned this lesson in last one whole year. The more I tried to keep our friendship a part of my life even when it dint exist hoping that it is just lost somewhere and I may find it again one day, things kept on getting even more harder for me. The only reason for all this was that I couldn’t agree on a picture being shown to me by others and somewhere I always believed that the reality is lot different from that.

I sent her an e-card last year and even celebrated her birthday with my office colleagues. Doing all this made me feel an existence of our no more existing relationship. When I went to the place where she belongs to I visited places where we spent time together and I took pictures of them. Yes I know it was a good way of making myself happy but for how long, so from now on I am going to be stopping all this, this is not just because of that I am tired of being acting like may be things will get better some day but the way things have been coming up, I really think that continuing further like this may lead to hurting my own emotions and wasting my feelings. There are better deserving people, not that she is not one of them but now I don’t know if she wants it anymore and I really wish to move on in life. I don’t expect it but I will never believe that our friendship was so weak to get shattered so easily unless I hear it from her what went wrong?

In the end a very very Happy Birthday to Tweety who was really a very good friend of mine and may God bless her.